Day 86

Okay, so Kiki and I got up late this morning, but we got up and this is what happened:



It wasn’t as humid as I was expecting, but 3 miles felt like 6! I could feel all of the mojitos, mixed martinis (which I have discovered ALL are like moonshine and undrinkable) and the red wine dripping out of my pores! I was soaking wet and it felt great!

This morning was a 180 from the other mornings! We left at exactly the same time and I was running behind the exact same minutes, but my mood was not hurried, bitchy or irritated at the thought of running 10 minutes late to work. Isn’t that something…? ;-)

Here are some of my “WILL HAVES” that I have been promising to post to the Universe:

First let me write that I hereby express my deepest gratitude and am very thankful for all of the things that I have in my life now. I am a very lucky individual!

This will be the millions of dollars that I write a check for to Bynum School in Midland, TX to help build a new, desperately needed school. All too often we take for granted our perfectly healthy children and those are the children that we say “are our futures”. We don’t realize (because it is not part of our everyday life) that children with severe disabilities and special needs are ALSO the children of our future. They are our future advancements and breakthroughs in Speech, Physical, Music and Light Therapies. Just because most of us don’t have special needs children, doesn’t mean that our lives will forever be untouched by the possibility. This school is helping guide the way into the future, so our children’s children and their children’s children will have more opportunities to heal, adapt and live their lives to their fullest potentials. This why I believe and support Bynum School in Midland, TX with all my heart.



This will be the millions of dollars that I share with my family (to lead them in the direction of fulfilling all their dreams) and my other chosen organizations.

This IS MY next HUMMER:




These are our vacation homes near the ocean and in the mountains:









This is the bus (that we will pull the HUMMER behind) and our truck and trailer that my family will travel to sporting clay shoots in:














This is my life:





…filled with love, family and gratitude.




Okay, so these are just a few of my “WILL HAVES” – what will you have?

P.S. I’m not wearing glasses or contacts today – they completely contradict my positive thoughts on EVER needing them again. (For those of you wondering how I can see, I really don’t have a strong prescription anyway...I feel that this feat will be easy for me!)

Days 80-85 Stuck in a Funk

Can someone please explain WHY I can’t seem to get up anymore at 5am? I mean, we go ALL SUMMER getting up at 5am and now that school has started, I can’t seem to get up! For a couple of days I told myself that Kiki and I could work out in the evenings, but that hasn’t happened! I should have known! My evenings are extremely busy and THAT WAS THE REASON THAT I COMPRIMISED WITH THE GIRLS that MORNINGS would have to be the TIME for us to work out this summer! So I ask again WHY (YELLING it to the Universe now) WHYYYYYY can’t I get up anymore? After 71 days straight!!!

Since school started 8 days ago, I have gained 2 lbs! I am back to 167lbs. I am irritated and extremely moody ALL THE TIME! I know it is because I haven’t been working out and I’m eating more than I was during the summer. There needs to be another SHOCK to my system that will wake me up!

There is a one day exception – Saturday. We were leaving town Saturday and for some reason, I woke up around 6am and couldn’t go back to sleep. After about 20 minutes of lying there, I got up and went into my closet (my closet is about the size of a small bedroom 9x12) and actually meditated (it was more like visualizing) for about 10 minutes. IT. FELT. GREAT. The house was so quiet and peaceful. After I was done, I got dressed and left for the school. I ran two miles while the sun came up. The sunrise, sprinklers, early morning football practice, cool breeze and my iPod, made for the perfect start to ANY day! Starting my day off that good, made my WHOLE Saturday GREAT!

With the hectic routine of getting everyone up and dressed for school and daycare and making sure that homework papers made it back into the right backpacks and workout clothes, tennis shoes, tennis rackets, violins, and whatever else is not forgotten, I NEED a morning like that EVERY DAY! Don’t get me wrong – I 100% absolutely LOVE MY LIFE - everything about it – down to the girl’s dirty underwear on the floor in THEIR bathroom. I LOVE MY LIFE!

In my quest to manifest ALL that I will ever WANT. I have decided to also include the transition of wearing glasses to not EVER needing them again. In a very short time, I will not ever have to need glasses again! I’m not talking about surgery or anything like that; I’m talking about the powers of the mind. I’m talking about the law of attraction and quantum physics. And, guess what? I will not be the first person or even the 1,000th person to accomplish this feat.

My “I WILL HAVE” list to the Universe that I promised you 6 days ago, will be coming next. What do you want – or what WILL you HAVE? Send me pictures.