WOW! Has it really been 11 days since I posted?! No wonder I’ve been such a bitch!
I have been celebrating my 31 days of giving and aside from a couple of “fingers” and “FUs” I have been very successful.
I love to give to complete strangers. I envision their joy at a small gesture that I hope came at the perfect time in their life. This thought makes me smile…
I haven’t written on here in WAY too long, mostly because I have been living in my office (not really but it feels like it!) trying to get the workload of 3 people done. I have been extremely moody and I refuse to post any of my rants or raves and spread negativity during this giving time. So, that is why my posts have been nonexistent!
Today I am still working hard to get this audit over with – which hasn’t even started – but I am doing everything in my power to make things run quickly and efficiently! Oy! I’m tired!
As I sit here in my office – taking a small mental break – listening to my sick child snore on the couch – I am reminded how fortunate I really am.
I’m ready for my workload to ease up, my renovations to be complete and my children to be well.
I’m mentally exhausted.
I’m physically frustrated.
I think if I can make it through all these obstacles – without gaining any more weight – I will deem myself a hero!
I hope today is one of those days for you where you can look through all the hard work, frustrations, sicknesses and obstacles and see how truly lucky you really are.
Today I have been trying to find my way out of this negatively influenced funk and I think I just did…writing this post has helped!
Now, that doesn’t mean that when I get home I will act like Mary Poppins, because I won’t! But, I will promise you that I will keep trudging my way back to “the positive me.” (And posting more!)
For food in a world where many walk in hunger;
For faith in a world where many walk in fear;
For family & friends in a world where many walk alone;
I give heartfelt thanks.