Sometimes I just want to throw my hands in the air and say "
f&ck it" to all my work commitments! Sometimes I would just rather be traveling the world or spending time doing stuff with my children than to be preached at about perfect appearances.
Sometimes I just want to yell "who the f&ck cares?!"
Life shouldn't be about struggles, it should be about successes! That's the Law of Attraction anyway right? The more you focus on successes - the more successes are drawn to you!?
Duh!
Anyway, I felt the overwhelming urge to
run and scream and break something write this morning to calm down my potential boiling-point temporary insanity moment. I love writing - it brings peace to my soul like no breathing technique could ever accomplish.
I have been training - yes I have missed a few days - but training nonetheless. Training to prove to myself what this sign reads below:
Last Friday Kiki turned 13 and last Saturday Building Blocks turned 2! Yes T W O!
I was not in town to write about either event, but the fact that I didn't celebrate my own birthday on here last week shows you how frustrating it's been for me. Some days I feel like a robot, but the Universe has shown me a way to get caught up!
Next week Mr. Strong and I drop the girls off at a Summer Tennis Academy for 5 weeks! I will be extremely sad and might even have to make a spontaneous trip up there after a couple of weeks, but we will ALL survive.
For 5 weeks I will not have to worry about their tennis schedules, school trips, last minute schedule changes - all while trying to juggle an overbooked career - I get 5 weeks of work and MY schedule.
Yay! (Doing the cabbage patch!)
If I completely f&ck up these 5 weeks then I have no reason to EVER bitch on here again!
Mmmkay?
Over these past 4 days I have been struggling with schedules and work and the fact that I am so mentally exhausted by the end of the day, all I want to do is drink a bottle of wine and go to sleep. So now that it is Friday!? I want to leave you with a bit of motivation that will get me through my next workout...and hopefully get you through whatever challenges you may be facing.
Have a good one my friends! I'll catch up on writing more soon...