Days 80-85 Stuck in a Funk

Can someone please explain WHY I can’t seem to get up anymore at 5am? I mean, we go ALL SUMMER getting up at 5am and now that school has started, I can’t seem to get up! For a couple of days I told myself that Kiki and I could work out in the evenings, but that hasn’t happened! I should have known! My evenings are extremely busy and THAT WAS THE REASON THAT I COMPRIMISED WITH THE GIRLS that MORNINGS would have to be the TIME for us to work out this summer! So I ask again WHY (YELLING it to the Universe now) WHYYYYYY can’t I get up anymore? After 71 days straight!!!

Since school started 8 days ago, I have gained 2 lbs! I am back to 167lbs. I am irritated and extremely moody ALL THE TIME! I know it is because I haven’t been working out and I’m eating more than I was during the summer. There needs to be another SHOCK to my system that will wake me up!

There is a one day exception – Saturday. We were leaving town Saturday and for some reason, I woke up around 6am and couldn’t go back to sleep. After about 20 minutes of lying there, I got up and went into my closet (my closet is about the size of a small bedroom 9x12) and actually meditated (it was more like visualizing) for about 10 minutes. IT. FELT. GREAT. The house was so quiet and peaceful. After I was done, I got dressed and left for the school. I ran two miles while the sun came up. The sunrise, sprinklers, early morning football practice, cool breeze and my iPod, made for the perfect start to ANY day! Starting my day off that good, made my WHOLE Saturday GREAT!

With the hectic routine of getting everyone up and dressed for school and daycare and making sure that homework papers made it back into the right backpacks and workout clothes, tennis shoes, tennis rackets, violins, and whatever else is not forgotten, I NEED a morning like that EVERY DAY! Don’t get me wrong – I 100% absolutely LOVE MY LIFE - everything about it – down to the girl’s dirty underwear on the floor in THEIR bathroom. I LOVE MY LIFE!

In my quest to manifest ALL that I will ever WANT. I have decided to also include the transition of wearing glasses to not EVER needing them again. In a very short time, I will not ever have to need glasses again! I’m not talking about surgery or anything like that; I’m talking about the powers of the mind. I’m talking about the law of attraction and quantum physics. And, guess what? I will not be the first person or even the 1,000th person to accomplish this feat.

My “I WILL HAVE” list to the Universe that I promised you 6 days ago, will be coming next. What do you want – or what WILL you HAVE? Send me pictures.

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