This past week has been very emotional and turbulent filled! I have had some time to meditate and really soul search why my negativity about a certain something/someone was boiling over.
At one point I posted on Facebook for the Universe to show me a sign and boy did I get one! Not only did I get the most appropriate sign, but I got a little extra one too. You see, on one of the days my eyes were filled with tears and (like always) I was still at work. And then the strangest thing happened, someone came into my office, pulled a (Law of Attraction) book off my shelf and asked "You made me believe in this, where is this woman? where is this belief?" And in an instant they were gone...
I was shocked because I am not close to this person and we don't work in the same department. I was shocked because they were right. Light bulb turning on - bell ringing "Hello?" - right!
It took me until the next day (sleep helped) to really begin changing my perspective. I began to read my old posts - looking for some inspiration - I knew "that woman" was in me somewhere.
Not long ago I wrote this post... and realized that my joy came from helping others. Helping people succeed and connect to life.
And then stumbled back upon this post... where the road less traveled by was the direction I needed to take (oops - took a detour and haven't made it back yet...effing road construction), and the very last paragraph struck my heart and gave me chills.
I needed to read them again - I needed something positive.
I am verging on my 1 year blogiversary and I don't want to venture into year 2 undecided with my intentions. I have a lot of plans for year 2 and am very excited to share those with you in a few weeks.
Looking back over the entire year's posts, I felt happiest when I was writing everyday. Then life happened and work happened and stress happened and I lost focus on my own dreams and my writings became less frequent.
I apologize to all my fans for this...
Just know that in this very moment, I am consciously making changes to be the example to live by. In this very moment, I am consciously choosing to live the life I want and deserve. I see a light at the end of the tunnel now.
I just pray that all that negativity doesn't come crashing down on me at once where I look like the Wicked Witch under Dorothy's house from the Wizard of Oz! I know I will get back the negativity that was sent out - The Law of Attraction states this - I just hope it sprinkles a few drops at a time.
Fingers crossed!
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