Here you go!
Yep – this is the Ladies HOA (High Over All) Buckle Trophy that I won this weekend! Out of 6 events, all I wanted was this trophy. And guess what – that is all I won! I told myself that I didn’t care about the small gauges, the prelim and I didn’t even shoot the 5-stand event because the MAIN EVENT was MINE!
In fact, I got my butt handed to me by one of my usual shooting partners - this hotass - on everything else!
LMAO! Don’t be afraid, she usually doesn’t look like
This morning was spent in the doctor’s office with my three kiddos. They all 3 have strep throat – funnnnnnnn……and yesterday was crazy for me at work, so I am just now getting to this post.
Okay, have you ever (and I know you have!) started something – anything – and then just quit – only to question yourself after the allotted time had passed – I wonder what I would look like, how good I would be, or whatever else, “if only I had stuck with it?” Well that is what I am doing today. Thanks to waiting for 2 hours in the doctor’s office, I am asking myself this question – “what would my body really look like if I had been fully committed to working out and eating RIGHT over the last 118 days? Or how fluent would my Spanish be now after (well that was my New Year’s Resolution – to learn Spanish – again – so however many days that would be.)? Do you see where I am going?
I don’t want to question myself anymore over things I have started and then just sort of fade out my efforts. I haven’t written my 1,000 words a day towards my book in 7 days. I am experiencing a laziness that is a result of family obligations and work stress. NO MORE! I don’t want to get to my deadline of December 11th this year and look back and see that I could have been finished with my book “if only I had stuck with it!” I don’t WANT to and I WON’T! My book will be changing lives all over the world, so I can’t let my “people” down! I can’t let down my future (who the hell is Kahla Kiker, never heard of her before, but is absolutely amazing) publishers or my (what was this lady thinking – here I will gladly fix her lack of proper grammar) book editors! See? There are millions (and millions) of people counting on me! I know some of you are laughing now, but IT IS GOING TO HAPPEN! Just like my “Best of the Best” and my “Ladies HOA” trophies – this WILL happen. How? I don’t care about “how” – all I know is that in the end – I will be on a huge book tour being interviewed by everyone!
It’s crazy I know, but it is going to happen!
Here is an email that I received from the Universe yesterday:
Simply put, Kahla, the reason there are things you want that have not yet appeared in your life, is because you’re just not used to thinking of yourself with them.
Sorry, kind of wish it was more complicated.
Just keep practicing.
The Universe-
This is actually a perfect example of why I haven’t manifested my 20/20 vision back – I just can’t seem to get the picture right in my mind to “feel” it… I need more practice.
BUT!, I have felt the power of manifesting something (two things) that I just knew I had to have. So, I do know the law of attraction works and I look forward to sharing all my other “wants” that I WILL manifest!
Have you had any luck manifesting something you want? Have you even tried?
1,000 words today - done!
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